The thing is,I have to keep on pretending like I don't care.You and her belong together,I know it.The was you two locked gazes with each other,The way your eyes followed her.The way you smiled.How you kept on smiling even after she left.These things,those involuntary acts of yours will forever be in my heart as things I wished you'd do to me.

This trip to Paris was supposed to be the most memorable trip of my life.A week before our flight,you whispered in my ear how you wanted to propose to me but you only wanted to do it in Paris.We kissed for half an hour after that.

We were walking pass the Opera House when you saw her.Your childhood girlfriend.She was gorgeous-blonde hair,blue eyes,long legs,fair skin.A beauty.She was waling out of the Opera House.She stopped in her tracks when she saw you.For a whole ten seconds you two stared at each other before saying anything.You and her exchanged phone numbers.You didn't even introduce me.

Back at our hotel room,you told me about her.Her name was Emma.She was your girlfriend for 8 years until she had to leave for Paris.Her father had gotten a job there.You told me that her departure would always be the saddest memory you ever had.I thought about when I was in a road accident and was in a coma for 3 weeks.You told me that was the saddest memory you ever had.Surely,it couldn't have been all lies...?

Which is why I'm leaving you.I don't think I can be overshadowed anymore.This is only the least part of what I've been feeling and I surely,really love you.But you two belong with each other,and I refuse to be the third person.Not again,not anymore.

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